| this must be it, welcome to the new year... |
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i almost didnt want to do anything last night. but for some reason i totally said fuck it to the idea of goin to Rutger's (which i have done for the past 2 years and successfully gotten thrashed) and gettin laid for sure. but instead, i dropped everything after she calls and tells me to not go. i cant believe i sacrificed a guaranteed ass for a possible kiss on the cheek. But if you asked me right now, even thoguh there's probably no chance in hell that we will be the same as how we used to be and how I want us to be, i would say it worth all of it. dont ask me why, she did bail on me, she did call me out on being sloppy when drunk, and yes she's even sloppier when she's drunk. and i know shes not even considering hookin up again(i dont think girls think like that) but she does things that make me think that she is really trying to have something again. i doubt it though. just my luck. she did get me a sick ass Gorillaz book. i was her secret santa, in which im starting to think she rigged because everyone got conviniently got paired up with their significant other. like wtf?! o well im thinking about this way too much again.
anyway, lunchbox was in jersey last week, me him shady steve and my hometown crew went bowling and got wasted. the bowling alley was packed with hs sluts. i forgot its winter break. i showed box my mountain and i think it blew his mind. how did that train car get there? man this sucks, back to work again. im tired of doing this shit again and agian everyday. i need a new job for reals. i just need a vacation. i just need something. something different. and y is it that everytime i do an upgrade on rosemary, something else fucks up.
man i i just got off the phone wit my real dad. from the philippines. i miss him. its been a while. i talk to him on occassions, mostly major holidays. its been such a long time since ive seen him. i should really go back there with my cousins next year. it could be just what i need. im glad he remarried, i now have a 3 year old half sister and a 1 year old half brother. i just talked to the sis. she sounds cute as hell. im sure ill see em again. next year fo sho.
what is with this dry spell on me. the fuckin ladies are like nowhere to be seen. jesus chrst, its like the whole town ran out of women. seriously. and y is everyone so fuckin busy? so busy that all i hear of them is how they get in trouble for drinkin and doin shit. how can you get in trouble if your doin so much shit tha u dont have time to chill. oooooo i get it. ok, ill take the hint. fuck you then. enjoy the new year.
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| winter is almost here... |
[08 Dec 2006|03:15am] |
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or has it been? its been really cold but hten it got like t-shirt weather at the eend of NOV. and now its cold, dry cold, and as far as tonight, it was also windy as hell. i saw snowflakes tonight. its supposed to snow tomorrow, bbut im not sure how much. i hope for 2 feet....always. all is well, christmas is coming, damn. already? a whole year has past yet once again and as if everything was a blur. im now just about half a yer away from everyone else i use to know and interact with. i hope i keep in touch with the most of them. im sure i would. damn myspace, keeps you in touch with people even if you dont want to be. but its nice, definitely one of the most breakthrough things in techology as far communication goes. well yea, other than that, that's it. good night...
...there's plenty of time tonight. i promise to have you home before daylight.
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| thats gonna stain... |
[24 Nov 2006|04:10am] |
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its 200am and im still full and burping. its good to own land. althoguh i miss my yearly thanksgiving at rachel's mom's house this year wasnt bad. i slept, i ate, i smoked, i conquered. it is now officially cold as fuck. i got some nuu jackets to keep warm in and snowboard in. i still want a brown dressy coat thoguh. suck i have work tomorrow, but my check is fat cause i just got a raise. the jeep is getting bigger and better. i really like it. i like looking at it a lot, it makes me feel good and good about myself too. i think that might one of the things thats fucked up with people. you can really tell a lot about a person with what kind of car they are driving. i mean take a good long look at your car. (i mean this could work with room and how u dress or whatever but this is fun) take rosemary, her color is close to unique and one of a kind. i myself am not one of kind per say but very uncommon for sure. its neat. i also learned today that pumpkin pie moved up a notch or two on my top 5 fav pies.
1: not sure yet
2: key lime pie
3: pumpkin pie
4: apple pie
5: lemon mirangue pie
well im gonna pass out and go to woik early. peace y'alls and have a good one
i found a book, its sweet
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| u better open the door... |
[15 Nov 2006|02:58am] |
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...before i take a hammer to the wall around it. Motion City Soundtrack is soo good. i hated it at first. they sound so fun and lively but in fact the words are so depressing. weird. its getting cold again but its warm from all the rain. thanksgiving break is next week. its goin fast, it seems as if i just started my summer class and now its thanksgiving. i diddnt even get to celebrate halloween. at least the kids come home next week so that should be good. i was driving back to work from lunch yesterday except they closed the fast lane by my work cause of this huge flatbed truck and these dudes were just hoisting big huge dead deers on it. there werre a few smaller ones on the right side of the road. guts out and stuff, i actuially smelled it. like going to the meat section of the supermarket except if they turned the freezer part off. eeeccchhh. i saw stranger than fiction yesterday. the more i think about the movie, the more i like it. im talking to this computer again like its gonna talk back. im not expecting it to talk back but at least it listens. i guess ill take what i can get these days. it just doesnt seem to be getting any better. its either the same old shit or something new. and by something new i mean something bad or worst. i cleaned my room tonight and rearranged my furniture and stuffs. i cant wait to move to the lab down stairs. i hate being here in general. im not gonna lie, ill say it right now, i fuckin hate this place. i just want a house with 2 or 3 bedrooms, 1 boxer/mastiff mix dog or a pug, 2 orange cats, my jeep lifted, a grill, and thats it. other stuff that dont last like GF's and annoying roomates are more than welcome but supplies are limited. im going to paint. peace.
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| its monday again |
[13 Nov 2006|02:36am] |
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i almost hit a 5 point stagg tonight on the way to get an oreo flurry. me and sam were like whoooaw the deer just kept pacing in the middle of the road. but yea this weekend wasnt bad, i got fucked up and i got shit done. i bought new colors and im stoked to paint. yea i got window tinnt black spray paint. its dope. my boss wants me to paint his 64 mustang all black. ooo yeah. well thas it pretty much. i saw babel. it was aiight. i still want to see saw 3 damnit. maybe ill have a date this week. woop!
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| damn books |
[08 Nov 2006|08:36pm] |
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i think im gonna give up trying to read this book. its just too much work for nothing. and for the most part, its too high up on the shelf and i can never really reach it. I mean i can, but it would take extra effort to get to it. it's an awesome book but i cant understand it. so ive been debating it for several weeks now and i think its time to stop trying and its time to try reading other books. there's a lot of confusion and i really just want a good adventurous read. i want a book that will make me smile and laugh and occassionally tear but overall a feel good book. im tired of comics, they have a lot of color and theyre good to look at but there's not much story to them unless you collect a shit load. im not ready for a serious book either, they are too wordy and not very entertaining, and most of the time they are VERY boring. and please, NO bibles, religion is not really what im into. maybe a nice graphic novel. With a graphic novel, you're sure to have a good plot, interesting art, never too long or too short, and you're always proud to have it in your collection. and im not a big book collector either but ill say this right now that if i read a good one, trust me, ill keep it close to my heart. i have a few good books in my collection and some that i dont have yet, i love just as much if not more. i lost a couple of good books but theyre not really worth that much but im sure they were good books at the time. ive seen a lot of books in my time that i never really taken the time to read but some were just mere pictures and made all crappy. i want a good book. simple cover, nothing too flashy and glittery, with an interesting story and with pictures that are always nice to look at. my days get pretty boring, i wish i had a good book to take with wherever and read here and there. like maybe get coffee and read so im not just drinking coffee by myself like a loser. or just maybe one to read and fall asleep with. So i'll just keep an open mind for this very intriguing, confusing, and amazing book and put it aside for now. i dont really feel like reading it lately. but im sure when the time comes and im ready for it, it will be there waiting. i just hope that the book and story stays as good as when i first layed eyes on it and started to read it for the first time. well, i guess there's only one way to fix this. im going to a book store and hopefully find something interesting to read.
ps.
my boss set me aside today to talk to me in his office in which i thoguth i was gonna get yelled at for being late every day this past week and a half. turns out he was jacking up my pay and i got a raise. hells yea bitch. new lift kit is coming sooner than expected. holla.
i miss that book already...
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| music to mood or mood to music? |
[08 Nov 2006|02:59am] |
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ever feel like the music youre listening to will determine how you feel or already feel? but sometimes, why does your mood determine the music choice of that day. lately heres how its been... the standard daily rotation:
chill mode and just driving around: Screw, mostly chopped as well.
Driving in a hurry or trying to get somewhere but not in a chill mode: Metal, some Underoath too for some reason but mostly metal.
when im at a ted NUGent concert: anything chill like dj shadow or prefuse, maybe some rjd2 perhaps...ooo outkast lost tapes is always clutch
Mostly the wildcard selection with the daily rotation: Copeland, Coheed and Cambria, Motion City Soundtrack (so fuckin good lately), Decemberists, AFI (old and new), and a few several Mixes.
yea so its weird. but i know you know what im talkin about. music is the shiznit man. i hope i wake up tomorow to bone thugs-first of da month cause it starts off with an alarm clock. well im off for now.
oh and im gonna be on the paper because these guys were doin a survey on the town and they got me as i was getting in my jeep. it was about how i would feel about taking soda and candy out of schools. i was like...WTF?! i was like no way man, i say dont take it away completely but serve it in moderation. and the bro was all like, why would you say in moderation? and i was all like bro, sweets are a part of the food pyramid. its not a major part but its an important part to keep a balanced diet. its a food pyramid not a food trapezoid. oh and they took a pic and i picked the one where my eyes look REALLY blood shot, cause i was baked......in moderation not excess.
good night
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| what a long short weekend |
[06 Nov 2006|02:45am] |
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i got a lot done surprisingly this weekend even though it flew by real fast. i got some tunes, visited pat for its the twin's b-day, got a new project rollin. man, let me tell you something, i dont know how celebrities do it but i know i wopuldnt be able to handle something like that. im no fuckin Paris Hilton but when you show to a place where you know 2 people, but evryone knows you or heard of you, its FUCKIN REALLY WEIRD. since i painted my buddy pat that mars volta 1 day painting, lets just say that the majority of his friends are volta fans, the piece fit right at home there in their apt. kids were freakin out saying they ;love the work and artconspiracy and all that, mean while im there just taking my cracks at the 3 kegs that graced the kitchen. SO many fine ladies last night. for the first time i met me a freakin art groupie. lol it was too good to be true. but yes that party was legit. long ass drive there but its all good. i saw borat twice this weekend also....NiiiiCE, NOT! it was pretty good, go see it.
well like always i just fell asleep in front of this monitor. goonite for now.
ps.
WTF is goin on with all thesee changes around me?!! its like evryone is leaving town and not telling me whats goin on.
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| that familiar feeling is back, its been a while... |
[03 Nov 2006|03:04am] |
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so these restless days and nights have finally graced me with a blessing. alas! T4STE is moving along once again. after a few days of lovely weather it is windy and serious hoodie weather again. for a minute this morning, i seriously thought i was gonna go insane. was it a panic attack? i dunno dont think ive ever had one to know. but yea and as the day progressed, my heart rate went back to normal. you know at night when you're thinking of sooo much stuff all at once and cant go to sleep? it was like that but awake.
but ive been sommewhat creative and productive lately. im in the middle of like 6 paintings, a bunch of loose sketches were made thanks to boring moments at work, did a cardboard mock up of truck upgrades at work (for fun so i was crackin up the whole time), i got my first customer for a low top air force ones to be custom T4STEd tomorrow, i got some posters(Daydream/Nightdream) done(might add some more stuff but they are done for now), finished season 1 of Nip Tuck, currently, season 4 is fuckin crazy btw, and im building Lunchbox a custom MF Doom mask for his b-day(so he can wear it at parties and be MF BOX), and other projects that i can think of this weekend.
going to visit my friend in school near philly cause its his and his twin sistah's b-day party this sat and im getting crunked. that should be fun. ive been good so i deserve it i guess. i think i had more to say but thas all i guess. i can never remember ALL of what i wanted to write in here. o and all of this computer stuffs ive been doin', mine needs to be serviced cause its goin really gay lately and im getting really pissed, slightly worried, but pissed.
and ladies with the makeouts...heh i dont really kiss and tell. but the ones that count were amazing, and im sure the ones that shoulda happened woulda been legit too. making out is cool and ALWAYS fun WHENEVER it happens.
cheers everyone, to you and whoever you make out with this evening (in moments like these, i really miss crenshaw.....YEAH RIGHT;)
goodnight
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| the cold is a sign that death is coming |
[23 Oct 2006|06:10pm] |
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its getting very cold more and more up here. fall is now but it will be winter sooner. leaves are practically gone. then strong gust of wind and occassional rain fall helps trees shed the foliage quicker. soon it will be gray all the time, cold all day and night. evrything will be dead again. its so lonely here. fun but lonely. i had a good weekend this week, considering the majority of my friends went to the casino 4 hours away. i chilled with old friends and new friends, it was evenful and fun. i need to sleep more, work less, get paid more and talk even less. i starting to think.....i KNOW that as of right now, I AM a prime example of wasted talent. every time i do something with art, i seem to be getting sicker and sicker with the work being produce. im getting better with every project and doing them in less time and effort. better results, and its all just getting easier and easier for me. but im also starting to think that its all goin in vain for i havent done anything to persue this "art carreer". do art jobs exist? if these people that see my work and love it and enjoy it, what am i doin wrong. why am i not getting paid ridiculous amount of m,oney for it. what i do takes talent, rapping about hoes and rims and what you do on the weekends dont. then how come im not rollin on chrome like them. A-rod gets paid a ridiculous amount of money to play baseball, wtf?! ill find a way. ill revolutionize this thing they call art. i just need to get their attention. and as far attention goes, wtf is the deal with people aroiund here lacking respect. i know people dont necessarily take me seriously, but come the fuck on. fuckin know your place and check yourself. im getting food.
she comes home this week. i doubt she'll call to hang out. being friends means the phone works both ways. guess not.
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| baaallliin" |
[19 Oct 2006|09:23pm] |
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things are good so far i guess. kicks are done, the whip is legit, hoes ......eh, but still ballin in the mix nonetheless. employee of the month is crap dont waste your time and money. go see science of sleep and watch the story of my life. creative person with a hyper active imagination who cant differentiate dreams from life, stuck at a job that he's not crazy about, meets a girl that he's crazy about cause she's different and thinks other girls are boring, she tells him she doesnt want a bf, he acts crazy and shady about it and so on. watch freddy got fingered and science of sleep and that pretty much sums up my life. in a nut shell that is. im not even mad....im amazed. but yea things arew good for now. we'll see if it goes up or down from here. halloween is getting closer. i will be donnie darko. AFI show on all hallows eve, thas the 30th deuchebags. goosie night, get the eggs and the tp. damn i lost my train of thought......ill be back later.
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| saturday... |
[14 Oct 2006|11:37am] |
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im at work with mark and all we do here is smoke cigs and drink coffee. the twins came home this weekend and we saw the de[arted which was an awesome movie. a relief of the two other crap movies i saw this week....X3 and employee of the month. dane cook is really just barely cutting it these days. She came home this weekend, i could help but say two words to her. i wanted to talk to her and say i missed her stupid ass, but all i could say was hi and smile. i mean i dont know what to talk to her about considering she stopped talkin to me. o well. im gonna go and get cuz's b-day present (he broke his board last week) oh and sushi for dinner tonight, anyone wanna join? ok. how can one person not have any time to say hi, but another person can have nothing but time. its just too effin messed up of a situation i guess. but whatev man, have wit that. o and pilot, i know the senator. we went to the castle last year and i high fived him. i was drunk man, what was i supposed to do? didnt want to low five him thas for sure.
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| its gona be a lonely lonely lonely day... |
[11 Oct 2006|06:24pm] |
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my mornings are darker these days. it takes the sun a bit longer to wake up. maybe i just sleep a bit earlier or later, i dunno. all i know is that when i wake up and get in Rosemary to go to work, evrything is as if it were dr. zeuss' world but the stauration is turned all the way up. red trees, yellow trees, green with some orange. brown leaves cover up the green yards of the houses that line the suburban community. my foot steps at night are crunchy, its hard to sneak in quietly at night. the moon seems to be brighter these days. i have been goin to dunkin donuts late at night before i head home. something about warm coffee and the drive home that calms me down. i just find myself talkin to the car alot for i fly solo these days and wait calmly for the day that one particular body to be in the passenger seat. not the same usual beer drinkin being that i see all the time. but one that doesnt really know that im "siick" at art, or someone that doesn't really care about anything, just someone that's into ......anything. just someone more interested i guess. someone that i have to figure out. one that doesnt unravell after i say hello. or just someone thas fuckin chill. maybe someone that says hi or call first before i do. eh, whatev. halloween is almost here. i still dont have a costume, for a day where you can be anything your not, i think im gonna be myself. hallowwen means closer to the holidays. spring just cant get here any quicker. i dont even know why im so excited to go back down there. i dont even know what to expect. i just want to see some friends. maybe being back there will make me feel better about something. just cant point my figer at it. there's so much to think about, that makes me wionder if these things even think of me at all in return? if i think of certain people in an overwhelming amount at certain times and them not know about it, are there certain people out there that think of me and me not know about it? weird. i guess im still kinda lookin for that feeling to come back, u know...someone waiting for you. it'l be here, and when it does, ill be here to take it all for granted.
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| bigger and blacker |
[08 Oct 2006|04:49am] |
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i now own the sickest evil jeep ever. she is perrywinkle on black. i got my black wheels put on today on bigger tires. it is now time to plan and shop for parts to lift her because my suspension is not in the best of shape. therefore, fix/upgrade not upgrade/fix. Rosemary looks sooo freakin good taller and on black wheels. makeover!!! yea i got her new kicks (think all black leather air force ones)
yea so im stoked about rosemary ready for winter and the white mud we like to call snow.
anyone want to go for a ride? no? o well.........
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| bud smokers only..... |
[03 Oct 2006|07:46pm] |
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yea bone thugs was blairing out of rosemary today. my days have been on a routine lately. wake up, go to work, go home, eat, go to marc's, get bud, go home, sleep, repeat. in some days, it varies. sometimes after work, i eat, go out to a bar, maybe someone else's house, maybe to watch america's next top model or project runway, yea i know, and or sometimes diner late at night for coffee, fries with cheese and gravy, but othere than that, its the same everyday. im not complaining. for once i have a routine and i kinda like it. i still do art, i sketch out shit for money, i do murals for bigger amounts of cash, i work on the jeep, more now than ever cause i get paid now. i dont like hearing my friends being upset, friends, family, especially significant others, especially when i have some reserved feelings for them. i just dont like seeing my friends upset, thas all. i have been spending maad time wit my little cuz lately, he turns 14 next week and i think im getting him a new deck, hes a little skate rat. hes pretty good. i get my tires and new wheels put on this weekend so im pumped about that. Rosemary seems to be getting all of my attention lately cause she seems to be the only female that gives a fuck. whatev, i dont care much for girls these days, they dont even like mud. but i am taking application for those females that want to outercourse with me. hehehe. yea so, im getting more and more excited cause it is now officially fall, the trees are now bright yellow and orange here. the air is more crisp and its hoodie weather the majority of the time. snowboarding is getting closer. im also excited cause after fall its winter and snowboarding, and after winter is spring which means FL!!!!!!! i cant wait sooo baddd. im sooo stoked to see them kiiiiids. they all look like theyre holding it down but not all the way down. yea so all this excitement, got my pumped to relax. im gonna go roll a blunt and chiiiiiiiillllll.
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| hey hey my my |
[20 Sep 2006|05:50pm] |
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well i guess summer is over considering kids are back to school again. been busy with work during the day and at night im working on this comic for this guy. its pretty dope. I ordered Rosemary some new wheels and tires are gonna be ordered this weekend. my new wheels should be here today or at least in the next hour....i hope. aside from anll that nothing much has been goin on. I have been on this routine lately and its really weird. the same shit everyday. now i can really say that phrase same shit different day and actually mean it. its been hoodie weather late ly especially at night so im very satisfied. we skated sat and did a 5 step. i was surprised to see that i actually stompped tha shit out of it. except for mike fuckin his foot up on the first try and after a few i ended up slammin my arm bad, it felt like it broke but w/out it actually separating. but it was a good sesh nonetheless. winter is also coming soon, it weird to actually see it come again. i got a new board so snowboarding is the main agenda. and spring is also another thing to look forward to. drew called me the other day sayin we have a house in fl for spring if i want to go down there. our old house is gonna be vacant early spring so im gonna try and shoot to sarasota in maybe feb or march so that its still hoodie weather there. its gonna be soo good to see everyone again, well, not everyone is gonna be there but just the ones that im looking forward to will be. yea u kknow who u is. well im gonna go and wait for my rims and eat some foods cause me hungry. from the middle east.....peace
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| even in hell i get no respect..... |
[06 Sep 2006|07:41pm] |
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rodney was right. yeah this one hurts. u know i walked in on my ex gf doing my roomate after i went out with her for two years and let me tell you for some reason this one only took two weeks and it hurts just as bad. boy swore off liking girls. new girl likes boy. boy knows girl likes boy. boy spends time with girl. boy starts reconsidering falling for girls. boy likes girl. boy tells girl his feelings for once. girl responds with similar feelings. boy very happy. boy falls for girl. boy and girl starts getting really close within two weeks. girl goes away for school. boy visits girl. boy gets ridiculouslyy drunk and blacks out. boy apologizes to girl for what may have been said or done. girl doesnt talk to boy for days. boy tries to talk to girl once more. girl tells boy she wants to just be friends and gives up this new developing relationship based on one incident. boy is now worst than humpty dumpty and very very bitter. boy is back to not falling for girls. boy is now only interested in hoes and rims. boy will NEVER give respect to women for they are not deserving. boy learns that the nicest girl can be as poisonous and viscous as the knife they stick in you. a friend once told boy that girls dont stab you in the back, they will find a spot that u never know you had and stick it there and twist the blade so that the wound will never close. it will be a long time for boy to be proven wrong as far as who deserves respect around him. a bitter bitter angry boy woke up yesterday as soon as the very little spark of kindness and respect instantly died inside him as he was forced to swallow his toungue while his heart gets squeezed so tight that the thought of vomitting ran through his mind. mind you girl has all the right to be mad at boy for getting ridiculously drunk and i guess she got embarrassed. but bailling like that is fucked up.
ps. o and fuck steve irwin
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| Jack what? |
[04 Sep 2006|10:55pm] |
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so i went down to drew and cara's school last night and had Jack Daniels. me and drew went shot after shot before we left for the party. i can only remember the first half hour of that party. a funnel right when i got there and after that, i woke up. im like wtf? i know fell cause there was a little mud on my pants and hat.(no surprise there, then again drew said that it was the only time he saw anyone stumble and fall while sitting down) yea so i got wrecked. kinda scary in the morning not knowin what happened. good thing im still in one piece.
i cant wait for jackass to come out. something about rockets on bikes that tell me this is gonna be a good one.
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| ....LIKE WHOA |
[26 Aug 2006|01:01am] |
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u know that first kiss you get with that one ur into (at the time if need be) it's literally like holy shit wow. y is this so much different than all the other ones to follow. y is it that nothung can be as good as it. hmmmm no complaints hurr. ill allow it. even u cant make me feel better than what my gut feels.
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well its been a while...maybe a week since ive been on this. ive been working up to 6 days a week these days. adn i've been spending much of my down time with cara. it's nice to tell ya da truth, cause o yea, shes fuckin fine as hell. shes nice as fuck, and apparently shes fuckin sick wit it at soccer, she fuckin scored the only two goals for the team and won the championship game. i did not know this, all i know is that she likes soccer and that she had a game the other day. after a long day of working and lifting heavy ass fuckin tiles and breaking shit and filing and organizing shit, its nice to look forward to someone looking forward back.( WOW, I SAID THE WORDS FUCK AND FUCKIN ALOT) i ha such a good surprise for her tonight and it was awesome. i wanted to go to the mountain at night for the longest time. i took her to the blood gulch, the new spot that me and my buddies found. i had her close her eyes cause i thought that if i was showed that view as a surprise that it would flip me out. i took her to the tippy top of the cliffs and when i told her to open them she was freaakin amazed by the next town over and the NYC skyline and all the lights. mind you ive never been up there at night before and it is as much amazing if not better at night. the view is siiiick. so we just chilled up on the cliffs for a bit. there were freaks at the bottom setting off fireworks. thas what they do. but yea it was awesome. the thing is though, as i i sat down when we just got there, i get a call from CT and she was talkin like there's no tomorrow. im like wtf man, she always does this. dont give me the time of day, but as soon as i say fuck it and give up on the girl, she calls me. and yes i forgot to mention that this girl friggin talks to me online a few days ago sayin how sorry she was if she was a bit shady cause she was all about this guy and that she finally just got over the kid after a year. and so now she talks to me like a freakin human. and so she calls me up as soon as i sit down with cara at the mountain. im like jeez, ill call you back. damn it so now she wants to chill and shit, im like dude u had your chance. .....................SIGH.
this always happens. but im not letting this spoil shit. i like where im at right now so, good night.
PS. i might go see beerfest tonight, it's gonna be legit.
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